Paul is still hanging on. Even though the doctors say he's not in any pain I worry about it. I worry about him being frightened. I worry about him trying to hang on for me, but his body is deteriorating so there is no way he's going to get better and it's killing me to see him like this. Since they say he can still hear us I tried to tell him that I'll be alright & even though I want him to stay his body is not going to cooperate, so it's ok to go. That he can go and be with his parents and his sister and I'll see him again later. But you know he always has his own ideas.
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