Why the hell would I write this blog?

Why did I create this blog?

In the middle of August 2012, my husband and I found out that he has cancer... incurable, inoperable pancreatic cancer & my life has been a sad fog of hospital stays, doctor appointments and fear of what will I do without my best friend. I've decided to create a blog about my experience with the sadness I feel, to have a place to put my feelings, since I cannot afford a shrink and keeping it stuffed inside seems to be making me feel like I'm going to explode.

This is a blog devoted to trying to survive the loss of my husband, and best friend

I don't know why I'm doing it, I'm such a private person - and a big believer in being careful of the TMI, but perhaps I need an overflow valve. So there you have it.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

We and me

It's been us and we for so many years. It feels so empty being just me. It's not like he was my whole identity, but we were partners, best friends, lovers. We were always there for each other. We had each others back. Who's got my back now?
I can't even make a batch of chocolate chip cookies without getting a stomach ache - they were his favorite. Now I'll never be making them for him again
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