Why the hell would I write this blog?

Why did I create this blog?

In the middle of August 2012, my husband and I found out that he has cancer... incurable, inoperable pancreatic cancer & my life has been a sad fog of hospital stays, doctor appointments and fear of what will I do without my best friend. I've decided to create a blog about my experience with the sadness I feel, to have a place to put my feelings, since I cannot afford a shrink and keeping it stuffed inside seems to be making me feel like I'm going to explode.

This is a blog devoted to trying to survive the loss of my husband, and best friend

I don't know why I'm doing it, I'm such a private person - and a big believer in being careful of the TMI, but perhaps I need an overflow valve. So there you have it.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Feelings of love

The troops are rallying around us today, and it's making me feel less alone, which is an improvement. Thanks for the hospital visits & offerings of food and for staying with Paul while I run home & take a shower & spend some quality time with our dog. Thanks to our granddaughter for staying over night at the hospital with me. I love you all.

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