Why the hell would I write this blog?

Why did I create this blog?

In the middle of August 2012, my husband and I found out that he has cancer... incurable, inoperable pancreatic cancer & my life has been a sad fog of hospital stays, doctor appointments and fear of what will I do without my best friend. I've decided to create a blog about my experience with the sadness I feel, to have a place to put my feelings, since I cannot afford a shrink and keeping it stuffed inside seems to be making me feel like I'm going to explode.

This is a blog devoted to trying to survive the loss of my husband, and best friend

I don't know why I'm doing it, I'm such a private person - and a big believer in being careful of the TMI, but perhaps I need an overflow valve. So there you have it.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Question: Die suddenly or know you're going die!

Is it better to to die suddenly like in a car accident or aneurysm or know you're going to die and have the chance to say everything you wanted to say?
Having a loved one suffer a terrible disease is an awful thing. So I vote die suddenly, the trick is always tell people you love them, don't stay angry and have no regrets! Then when you die suddenly there is less pain. The feeling of loss is the same only with an illness you get feel the loss before they are even gone.

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