Why the hell would I write this blog?

Why did I create this blog?

In the middle of August 2012, my husband and I found out that he has cancer... incurable, inoperable pancreatic cancer & my life has been a sad fog of hospital stays, doctor appointments and fear of what will I do without my best friend. I've decided to create a blog about my experience with the sadness I feel, to have a place to put my feelings, since I cannot afford a shrink and keeping it stuffed inside seems to be making me feel like I'm going to explode.

This is a blog devoted to trying to survive the loss of my husband, and best friend

I don't know why I'm doing it, I'm such a private person - and a big believer in being careful of the TMI, but perhaps I need an overflow valve. So there you have it.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Oct 20 Stll at hospital with nausea

Last night Paul was having a lot of trouble with nausea, so they gave him phenrgan, which he had last time, but it really knocks him out and makes him listless for quite a while. So he slept through the night, but was still sleepy this morning and all day. He ate very little, and has little desire to eat. He had dialysis today. I'm hoping to get him home by Monday.
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