Why the hell would I write this blog?

Why did I create this blog?

In the middle of August 2012, my husband and I found out that he has cancer... incurable, inoperable pancreatic cancer & my life has been a sad fog of hospital stays, doctor appointments and fear of what will I do without my best friend. I've decided to create a blog about my experience with the sadness I feel, to have a place to put my feelings, since I cannot afford a shrink and keeping it stuffed inside seems to be making me feel like I'm going to explode.

This is a blog devoted to trying to survive the loss of my husband, and best friend

I don't know why I'm doing it, I'm such a private person - and a big believer in being careful of the TMI, but perhaps I need an overflow valve. So there you have it.

Friday, October 19, 2012

Oct 19, 2012 At the hospital again


At the hospital with Paul again. He was doing great yesterday morning - worked with the physical therapist and everything. But last night his nausea and throwing up made him so weak that he fell in the bathroom and I couldn't get him up and he was lethargic. So I called 911 & here we are. They are going to admit him for observation.
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